Taking control
I’ve a passion for Gothic and keep looking for more info. Today, I checked if I could find more info by entering ‘Raised First’ in Google and found this:
First it was the struggle in my mind that would happen, a part of my brain wanted to cut so I could release the pain my mom caused me and control the pain I would i … I would sit in the bathroom, either on the toilet seat, or the side of the bathtub, hunched over, with my sleeve rolled up and my arm bent and raised, ready for m e to slice it….
source: Taking control, turbomami’s journal
I tried several more searches on ‘Raised First’ but after some time I got lazy, gave up and posted this entry to ‘Gothic Music’. Still, I think it was an interesting time.